Title: Yearning for Love
Pairing: Edward Elric x Roy Mustang
Fandom: Fullmetal Alchemist
Theme + Number: #55- Impulse (101_kisses and fma_yaoi
Just the simple slice of the blade made all my fear dissapear to make room for tranquility. The only way to express my feelings was to add to the scars that already lined my arm and wrist. The white tile was stained by crimson drops as my blood seeped from the self-inflicted injury. Nobody would notice the wounds or the aftermath of the terrible reminders of my weakness. There wasn't anyone in this place that could console me as this did... I never could figure why this made me feel better, but it did what I needed to continue on.
This yearning for the man I loved most drove me to do the worst things to myself. These impulses I put upon my arm just made sure I didn't have to put voice my vulnerability when that little blonde alchemist wasn't around to get angry when I made fun of him. Those expressive, golden eyes aren't anywhere to be found around the office or anywhere in this world.
I'll wait just a little longer... Not for my sake, but for his... Just a little while longer...