I just needed to share with people I thought would understand my abject woe. *hugs for all* :)
On a more positive note, today I discovered that FMA music, especially the Song Files, are absolutely perfect for the gym. I had my best workout ever to Hagane no Kokoro and Ready Steady Go. Whooot!
Oh, and hiiiii. Long time lurker, first time poster -- I'm 27 and deeply, passionately in love with Hughes. And Al. Although I try not to admit the latter, as I feel like a perv. *grins* (Any other naughty old ladies here? ;-)