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10 March 2005 @ 12:43 pm
I'm new, and sadly I have to be in the dubbed FMA fangroup. Blegh. But I am a sad, pathetic addict, and so I figured I'd join. I have a short little basic drabble, which I figured I'd post. See if anyone liked it. It's from Envy's POV, and I guess it's sort of an Ed/Envy (if you think like that). Yeah....that's all ^__^ Oh, one more thing. This may sort of be inaccurate (it probably is) Just because I don't know much about the Sins and all that yet.

I also have no idea how to use an LJ cut. -sheepish- Yeah, so its just there -points-

It tore him apart inside. The 'feelings', and the intensity. But at the same time, he wondered if those things called 'feelings' were real. He wasn't real. He could never be. He hoped, but that didn't mean it would happen. He wondered why he had to be born this way. He despised the humans, the real ones, but at the same time, they intrigued him. He wondered how it felt, to be real. To be able to feel. Or the adrenaline and fear of being able to die. Pain. He wanted to feel pain. It was odd really, uncalled for, but he wanted it so badly. He wanted to be able to feel when he died, he deserved that. Death was something he deserved, but when he was killed, he wanted it to be by the hand of the elder Elric.

He loved the way he acted, with his fiery personality, and the anger that filled his golden eyes when he was hit with an insult. He wanted what he had. But he didn't know what it was he wanted. He hoped that before his death he would figure it out, but that was a useless passing thought. What he wanted he couldn't have. He was Envy, and that just the way it was.

There were no other options.
Current Mood: okayokay
Current Music: A Perfect Circle-Passive
I can unscrew the starssugarcane_moon on March 10th, 2005 09:46 am (UTC)
It's short so I don't think anybody will mind. But here's how to make an LJ cut, for future reference:

< lj-cut text="insert text here" >

Just take out the spaces between the carrots.
The  Hobbit Othershortypenguin on March 10th, 2005 09:47 am (UTC)
Welcome, love!!

How do to an LJ cut


If you want text as your lj cut

<*lj-cut text="blah blah blah blah blah"*>

and to end an lj cut

<*/lj-cut*> :)

The  Hobbit Othershortypenguin on March 10th, 2005 09:47 am (UTC)
and all of these are without the *'s
Marikaitou_marina on March 10th, 2005 09:47 am (UTC)
There is nothing shameful about starting out as a dub-fan. Welcome! <3
The ►Charismatic◄ Dreamindividual on March 10th, 2005 09:57 am (UTC)
Thanks. ^__^ I ADORE your icon by the way.
The ►Charismatic◄ Dreamindividual on March 10th, 2005 09:55 am (UTC)
^__^ Wow, I feel loved. I don't really feel like a dubbed fan though, just because of the massive amount of fanart/fanfiction/RPing I see/read/do. So yeah. ^__^ I know about the ending and the dredded episode 25 (which is April 30th ;.;) So yeah, I think I know about most of the big spoilers....And I love Hoho-papa. ^__^;; Thanks for the warm welcome. (and the info about the LJ-cut, since I'm a sad newb.)
xenophyle on March 10th, 2005 01:40 pm (UTC)
simply awesome writing. Your character analysis was incredible. Your writing is simple and elegant. And you? You're talent, baby. Nice stuff.
The ►Charismatic◄ Dreamindividual on March 10th, 2005 02:03 pm (UTC)
-feels ultra special- Yayness! I think that's the best compliment on my writing I ever got. Fwish! Thanks! I <3 your icon by the way.
xenophyle on March 10th, 2005 02:14 pm (UTC)
It is? That's insane. You have a link to more? I wanna see!!
The ►Charismatic◄ Dreamindividual on March 11th, 2005 08:03 am (UTC)
I'm on fanfiction.net. My username is Desolation and Restoration. www.fanfiction.net/~desolationandrestoration